Every day I struggle to hold on to a fraction of my humanity. I try to keep hope alive for a brighter day. Things just wear on, over and over, cut after cut.
The pain is gone, Comfortably numb? Ha. More like trumped by a black hole slowly devouring my heart.

Maybe if you all weren't such hypocritical whores you would see that what you whine and bitch about all day is right in front of your face. Simple, yet cruel how you fall for someone who will take no interest at all. Or if anything play you & screw you over every chance they get. But god forbid you meet someone who listens. Maybe cares. No. Never enough.

Just fuck off!
Cause I've tried & tried & tried.
I can't take it anymore.
There was a chance before but that ship has sailed.
I don't have anymore tears to shed.
I don't have anymore money to give.
I don't have a heart.
To give my heart away.
I'm as good as dead.
So if you care about anything, don't care about me.
Bye.